Friday

It's interesting how things happen in your life, and they make you reevaluate many aspects in your life. That has been this kind of week. I have been looking at the past decade or so and seeing where I have come from and where I have been. What has changed in me that I like and what I don't like. What has happened that I never expected and could I have changed the course of events. I look back at that eighteen year old...full of promise, off to college, ready to conquer the world...and now at age 34 with five kids, homeschooling, staying at home...am I still ready to conquer the world? I am not sure if I can answer that in a positive manner. I am in a weird place...I think I have been in this funk since the new year. I guess I am at this point where I am looking up and seeing what needs to be changed...and yes, it may hurt and not feel comfortable...but it is needed.

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Aleatha said…
I guess its like a good rain. Things are cleaned and things are nurished. I will be praying for you.
March 12, 2010 at 12:00 PM
Superhero Mom said…
Just wanted to say from my own experience, when you look up and see what needs to be changed, don't forget to remember Psalm 121 "I lift up my eyes to the hills where does my help come from? My help comes from the LORD, the Maker of heaven and earth." and keep reading! I have needed this myself lately!
March 13, 2010 at 12:33 AM
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